Today

I miss you today

& I wish I didn’t.

Nothing to miss,

because

we’ve been finished.

&

you have replenished,

your energy.

Free of me

to love again.

Quickly

you moved along.

How did you forget me?

I envy your savvy

or are you just faking?

Is it real amazing?

That new love

from that stranger?

It’s stranger,

to see you

with someone new

who I know

Don’t know you

quite like I do.

Just admit that

what we had is untouchable.

Nope

you’d rather

work your

muscles and flex

your new

prototype.

She’s cool

But she’s

not me

just

a

cheap carbon copy

A mockery

a giant love to a jockey.

Yes, I am still cocky.

You loved it

when I’d kiss

and sing to your body.

I miss that most.

Can’t find that in everybody.

If I had

just one last

time with you though

love I’m sure

I’d light all my candles

And let all my love adorn you.

Just hold you in my eyes,

Kiss all over your face.

Then place your hand

on my heart

so you can feel

It beats for you still…

My Darling…

Nikki

Real Love

Loves not real.

Its just an idea

its preconceived notions

mixed with how u feel

how u feel about the person  who ur trying again with

how u feel about the ex who you went through heaven and hell with...

what u see others either conquer or lose..what u see others either cherish or abuse.

Some of u may disagree...im open to listen if you can answer me...

Is it real like wind?...there though you cant see..cant touch it but its influence is seen visibly..

refreshing as a cool breeze..during a still summers night heat. That breeze... refreshing as it may be.. its just a tease sent to please momentarily and quickly it leaves. Then Returns the HEAT.
Even if that breeze carried an irresistible frangrance of Rain...
Heavy in the aire clouds thick and threatening. Tell me is this love thing like rain?

Every drip drop sounds like music to our ears..sweet lyrics catered to your fears...

soothing...moving you to a sound sleep...
but careful dont dream too deep....
careful dont enjoy the fruit... its too sweet...
the moment you taste it you are guaranteed to weep....
its hard waking back up to reality...

Seems to me love is fleeting... not something you get to keep...

Am I right or am i right?  Love just made a left. Im not surprised... Meanwhile I'm stuck at this light. Trying to get my entire life. While I watch my ex take a new "wife".  Did u feel that knife? Is that what loves like? Cant move with no air..like a flat on a bike.. like a concert, no mike..like the night with no pretty bright lites what some call stars...

"What we called ours" ...is this what love is? Speaking in past tense... talking about back when... but as memories fade..it feels like it never happened..

or a distant memory..foggy and jaded..? Was it ever Love if my exes has already faded???

If the whole love ordeal is real ..and not an idea ..then its rarely ideal, and quiclky loosing appeal..yet people are choosing it still....people are ready to try again...ready to heal...ready to feel. Dispite all the pitfalls...despite all the work...despite all the setbacks... unwillingly some people fall...cause deeper the love  the deeper it hurts on that inevitable day it is snatched away...

or revealed that there was never a table for 2... the only one in love is you. Love is for fools.
In my point of view.

-Vannique