I miss you today
& I wish I didn’t.
Nothing to miss,
because
we’ve been finished.
&
you have replenished,
your energy.
Free of me
to love again.
Quickly
you moved along.
How did you forget me?
I envy your savvy
or are you just faking?
Is it real amazing?
That new love
from that stranger?
It’s stranger,
to see you
with someone new
who I know
Don’t know you
quite like I do.
Just admit that
what we had is untouchable.
Nope
you’d rather
work your
muscles and flex
your new
prototype.
She’s cool
But she’s
not me
just
a
cheap carbon copy
A mockery
a giant love to a jockey.
Yes, I am still cocky.
You loved it
when I’d kiss
and sing to your body.
I miss that most.
Can’t find that in everybody.
If I had
just one last
time with you though
love I’m sure
I’d light all my candles
And let all my love adorn you.
Just hold you in my eyes,
Kiss all over your face.
Then place your hand
on my heart
so you can feel
It beats for you still…
My Darling…
Nikki
