I told a friend....
"I want you to speak at my eulogy"
Her response was "Girl..." and dismissed me.
I told an ex....
I cant live without you....
The response was... (Nothing)
I said to a coworker
2017 doesnt need me....
They chuckled lightly and said "Don't be checking out in 2016"
I watched at my funeral as they all gathered around... FLOORED by grief...heightened by disbelief..speaking highly of me...as if they never saw it coming..
BUT ... I could do nothing else.
